tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51769539902717446592024-03-14T01:24:20.683-07:00Syaheera's little comfort zoneFrom little rascal to grown upUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger379125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5176953990271744659.post-62497801084493225972020-12-30T13:38:00.001-08:002020-12-30T14:36:51.413-08:00Snapshot 2020: Covid<p>Today is the 2nd last day of 2020, and i didnt write anything on this blog <b>at all</b> this year. Not even a post. Lowkey feel really BAD, bukan level two-timing dua laki tapi ni dah level senyap senyap kahwin lari dekat Siam tinggalkan kekasih lama *drama queen iz back yalls*</p><p>That also means i just opened this account again after a year, and just accept few comments that was left in 2019. Huh the audacity, padahal dulu everything revolves around this blog. Not even a single post for 2020, as if takda benda jadi kat 2020. Nope, not in million years I'll ever forget what happened in 2020 after sooooo many things happened. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_rfb9ev17lEQwfvfC8xGaIKv6m9eym7CysPPqCPTWPhGAYuT02U54znKgH6hMgiVWbequlsG1Eb4bNodEFwk3fjCpb5oozoZrQoIFqz62bKTHeKhP2Vpz_MkVV88HrGqrThBVAG1Nzo84/s2048/134619648_480322299604053_8425166270638624866_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_rfb9ev17lEQwfvfC8xGaIKv6m9eym7CysPPqCPTWPhGAYuT02U54znKgH6hMgiVWbequlsG1Eb4bNodEFwk3fjCpb5oozoZrQoIFqz62bKTHeKhP2Vpz_MkVV88HrGqrThBVAG1Nzo84/w320-h240/134619648_480322299604053_8425166270638624866_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Both of us celebrating New Year Eve, watching fireworks in Salzburg, Austria thinking 2020 is gonna be awesome. </span></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;">Never have I ever thought that I gonna experience a </span><b style="text-align: left;">pandemic</b><span style="text-align: left;"> in my life. My family and I was kinda affected by this pandemic. I never disclose to anyone what happened (even to my close friends, bcs I witnessed betapa tak boleh percaya nya manusia 2020 ni). But sebab now dah nak setahun benda ni jadi and covid was not that strange anymore, and the whole family kinda chill talking about this now (literally in all family gathering or makan makan, the moment we sit down the thing we would talk was nothing but covid) and I've asked my sister if she thinks it's okay to post about it and she said</span><i style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #2b00fe;"> yes</span></i><span style="text-align: left;">. So if things go sideways, <i><span style="color: red;">blame her not me</span></i>. Heh </span></p><p>Aku bukan jenis bangun pagi baca news, my one and only source of news is <span style="color: #3d85c6;"><i>twitter</i>.</span> So mcm around January aku tahu something was happening dekat China pasal new discovered virus. Then aku baca news pasal someone infected found dekat Malaysia. I was a bit panicky bcs of course I have loved ones at home, and pergi lecture the next day then jumpa kawan from hongkong and sgpore and we talked about the numbers (cs only Asian parts that was affected). Aku sedar it's bad bila my friend said she's gonna post few boxes of mask to her family sebab mask habis dekat sana.</p><p>Fast forward, chinese new year in February and tadaa covid was found in UK. The only reason i remember CNY bcs that was the very <b><span style="color: #2b00fe;">LAST</span></b> social gathering that we had. After that we received email from Uni to call our patients and informed them that uni & our dental hospital was gonna be closed for <i>god-knows-how-long</i> bcs of covid. Masa tu aku sedar, okay benda dah teruk dekat UK. </p><p>And then aku ni tinggal sorang, as in bukan duduk dengan another Msia but strangers (we barely know each other) in a shared flat. So masing masing akan beli grocery sendiri and masak sendiri. So aku pergi lah supermarket nak beli grocery, but the moment i stepped inside i was<b> SO shocked</b>. There were SOO many ppl dalam supermarket but all shelves were empty like KOSONG punya kosong. That never happened to me before, I almost cried in the supermarket LOOOOL as dramatic as I could be. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvx-Bc3x_w8NCQ7nIKbGK5CmVMUCPrEaDmh_blzpoDx4X4H0ceNoq_meEc1B5jZmkiUD4iLh1hnKvtkQrMPYUS3haMYOj3Hyex68OjVAr9iUKCB9ErAzediYzZdpcZt9dVPCwzl99Ivh_D/s1600/134637581_836411617139289_8117471409399959371_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvx-Bc3x_w8NCQ7nIKbGK5CmVMUCPrEaDmh_blzpoDx4X4H0ceNoq_meEc1B5jZmkiUD4iLh1hnKvtkQrMPYUS3haMYOj3Hyex68OjVAr9iUKCB9ErAzediYzZdpcZt9dVPCwzl99Ivh_D/w240-h320/134637581_836411617139289_8117471409399959371_n.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Pictures of how everything was empty</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYaQBsFL4946PBkw-8JHCsNpzuj_c2LiG-s6POpHynFPzjYmgPRcoIrSDHeHSz10hIKzZdH4UOoMyVqKjUwKoTgm65WWAwQGex7AJXLf83xvMUwCt9CwcdwMk1P-rcZOeP4umnKZb45xC0/s1600/134383517_2865512960350576_4205416518271908419_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYaQBsFL4946PBkw-8JHCsNpzuj_c2LiG-s6POpHynFPzjYmgPRcoIrSDHeHSz10hIKzZdH4UOoMyVqKjUwKoTgm65WWAwQGex7AJXLf83xvMUwCt9CwcdwMk1P-rcZOeP4umnKZb45xC0/w240-h320/134383517_2865512960350576_4205416518271908419_n.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;">Dia rasa mcm nak menangis sebab aku nampak depan mata how other ppl come with their family members tolak trolley and berebut pick up few last things on the shelves in rush for survival and there was me alone with a small basket, and i cant even amik something that I wanted sbb dah habis or other ppl dah amik depan mata. Rasa sorang, takda solid support system in a <i>survival apocalypse movie</i> mcm Hunger Games. I was texting my family members, showed them the picture of empty Sainsbury and cakap I was on the verge of crying bcs that was hella scary 😭</span></div><p>My family was like it's okay jangan nangis. Just grab whatever food I could find and balik. I realised I need to gather my shit together cs who else would do that for me LOL. I came back with unnecessary food yang selalu nya aku tak beli, bought just for the sake of <i><span style="color: red;">just in case</span></i>. I still remember the only spread yg aku jumpa was a cheap and copy version of nutella that taste <b>NOTHING</b> like nutella and I still have it inside my room sekarang, <i>yikes</i>. Tapi that time, as long as it's food then thats fine. I was so surprised beras pun takda, padahal british ppl barely eat rice on daily basis. Diaorg rice cooker pun takda. I was low on food stock but I was like takpa, still ada few packs of Maggie dgn serunding. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJGCDLbQ5EC59gOB430zmY_nmOg7fwj4IpdXY5uWU7VDpTqZm-6YDDZzoM_oy6CJ1p7JtT7QbJYIyPP38mfP7F2ZGFFYCqq_6neoOCVDz6SL-Vhu483AgALCBwRzypxJ31mB2JG4Kbo7dd/s1129/134389950_242284237252720_586080803377602152_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1129" data-original-width="750" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJGCDLbQ5EC59gOB430zmY_nmOg7fwj4IpdXY5uWU7VDpTqZm-6YDDZzoM_oy6CJ1p7JtT7QbJYIyPP38mfP7F2ZGFFYCqq_6neoOCVDz6SL-Vhu483AgALCBwRzypxJ31mB2JG4Kbo7dd/s320/134389950_242284237252720_586080803377602152_n.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Panic buying in UK.</div><p>It made sense for food stock to habis sbb that's essential. But for some reasons ppl panic buying <i><b><span style="color: red;">tissue rolls</span></b></i> like 3-4 bags per person. I was like??? Okay?? Kita boleh guna air, just saying. *laugh in malaysia*</p><p>I guess i <i><span style="color: red;"><b>sub</b></span></i>consciously make my family members worried (LOL duh obviously after all the dramas kau buat syaheera??) The next day ayah suruh balik Malaysia <b>ASAP</b>, before Msia and UK close the border. But then exam aku nak dekat kot sebab masa tu aku dah ready my panic-revision timetable lol. <i>(my asian traits triggered lmao in this bad pandemic still risau pasal exam OKAY ya rabbi</i>😐<i>)</i>. So aku tak nak balik selagi takda official statement from uni. Aku gelisah should i balik ke tak sebab things were getting worse. Then uni punya student support hantar email to check on international student. Aku reply tanya patut aku stay or balik. Then within few hrs, tutor aku reply and advise aku to balik and be with my family <i><b>in this difficult times</b></i>. Dah confirm semua exams and classes were gonna be online and would not gonna be a disadvantage to international students who are flying back</p><p>So aku terus call ayah and ayah suruh terus beli flight ticket. The soonest that I could find, katanya. And I swear that was the <b>most impulsive of all of my impulse purchase</b>. Ever. Flight ticket to Malaysia in less than 24 hours. AND IT WAS HELLA EXPENSIVE GILA BAPAK, mcm anak orang kaya tapi tak kaya pun terima kasih wahai syaheera tajuddin tak sia sia save duit tiap tiap bulan. It was not even a return ticket, that was one way ticket sbb impulse sangat aku malas nak fikir bila aku patut balik lol. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqDkWsNKeaepkD67nYowKAxJx1qpA9nHXIFNBDuCpPiMHiz20kjNTAfH9rSbLwHhyvFi4uQtsZr5LXBvlQbqHzAoyV73714FjQRhkhb-lSNpqk73cjdh5uSns0b9vsgh7iimj5WgUy0lHM/s1334/134306435_251934273015357_4889563801275631565_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1334" data-original-width="750" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqDkWsNKeaepkD67nYowKAxJx1qpA9nHXIFNBDuCpPiMHiz20kjNTAfH9rSbLwHhyvFi4uQtsZr5LXBvlQbqHzAoyV73714FjQRhkhb-lSNpqk73cjdh5uSns0b9vsgh7iimj5WgUy0lHM/s320/134306435_251934273015357_4889563801275631565_n.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">In the airport & being anxious.</div><p>Nasib baik sangat, flight aku turned out sama dgn my friends from ireland so takda lah aku rasa balik sorang. Sempat choose tempat duduk sama-sama. Flight balik Msia full gila, everyone just wanted to be out of UK. Thats was probably the only time i can see msian all over the airport. </p><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbAhg6vyPqQwAtkvicKHv292PVX6U-e2zWX3o3rSdOhqkdR55wN6JZ7Pp2Kp9saNuR8CvqoW0aJIfMwN1ZrFznHi8IewSMJLZk9O7D-HmqYGvpPB4agRQPc63rLdrid5N2e1hyBZv5YKFN/s1296/134777235_391941971867064_2272085623673818492_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="729" data-original-width="1296" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbAhg6vyPqQwAtkvicKHv292PVX6U-e2zWX3o3rSdOhqkdR55wN6JZ7Pp2Kp9saNuR8CvqoW0aJIfMwN1ZrFznHi8IewSMJLZk9O7D-HmqYGvpPB4agRQPc63rLdrid5N2e1hyBZv5YKFN/s320/134777235_391941971867064_2272085623673818492_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">A long flight but it was bearable w friends. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div>Then when i was lining up to board from London, aku dapat msg from ibu. My atok who ady been hospitalised (we thought it was due to fatigue and old age), tested positive for covid. Masa tu tengah beratur ni tapi aku menangis macam orang gila. Ibu tiba-tiba video call and lagi lah aku menangis, bcs we didnt know how fatal covid can be. My extended family just had a wedding gathering so now everyone in the family yang pergi wedding needed to be tested for covid, literally everyone even the small kids. That made me felt even worse. <p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWGZhoFDJN8fbR2EIhB0-nCGvMHUstzLr0_5qtDhRfkdMpqWp22MoC_VBklyHkb15e53nSdA3vT3cCRDS5FtwFw-mUfiNSJHrKRVkBK28IMJS2Vx5U4oDxUF_2ZZyEFzaACSZ1gTobfKM5/s1334/134981918_398637781376252_3119814441702215978_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1334" data-original-width="750" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWGZhoFDJN8fbR2EIhB0-nCGvMHUstzLr0_5qtDhRfkdMpqWp22MoC_VBklyHkb15e53nSdA3vT3cCRDS5FtwFw-mUfiNSJHrKRVkBK28IMJS2Vx5U4oDxUF_2ZZyEFzaACSZ1gTobfKM5/w225-h400/134981918_398637781376252_3119814441702215978_n.jpg" width="225" /></a></div><br /><p>So bila sampai, i have to be quarantined (it was early phase of covid so hotel quarantined takda lagi) so I used the first floor just for myself. Ibu ayah and Eeka duduk floor bawah and we never mixed & be in contact. First time balik msia takda siapa peluk :( we need to quarantined sbb bukan risau family aku need to be tested for covid je tapi aku ni pun yg baru balik uk and duduk dalam confined flight for 14hrs. So now anyone can have the virus at that time. </p><p>We were waiting for the results for few days. Apparently, our extended family was one of the main kluster in Malaysia. <b>Not as big as the first tabligh kluster, but not that small either</b>. Aku ingat lagi baca ws extended family and one by one tested positive and kena amik dengan ambulance. Duk sorang dalam bilik with jetlag, takda benda nak buat just baca and tunggu updates was not helping with the anxiety. It was barely doable to quarantine at home/hotel, so to say being tested positive and quarantine in the hospital as horrible is definitely an understatement. Nasib baik I was not the only one left at home. Sehari taktau berapa kali nak nangis lol. Sumpah tak boleh bayangkan how to be sane kalau aku sorang dekat UK stuck dalam bilik with these overwhelming updates from the family.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3tgQyja1vgS1sKW6knbHS_p_l6h6Ui83R-UJgzoxQn83jBsnRHjgrlXLdccTIJFQdZFZWmpgGC1NzOq64UU8iPPB-mRoXiIWRg0qLsxGN_CZYJHyT54PZjp-VvLPgncWGZdWzeugfeel9/s1334/134702609_691720391519575_7902390039158382450_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1334" data-original-width="750" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3tgQyja1vgS1sKW6knbHS_p_l6h6Ui83R-UJgzoxQn83jBsnRHjgrlXLdccTIJFQdZFZWmpgGC1NzOq64UU8iPPB-mRoXiIWRg0qLsxGN_CZYJHyT54PZjp-VvLPgncWGZdWzeugfeel9/s320/134702609_691720391519575_7902390039158382450_n.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Quarantine at home so all good, alhamdulillah. All food is specially package & left on the staircase lol</div><p>After around less than 2 weeks, everyone in our extended family yang kena tahan dekat hospital dah negative and boleh discharged. Alhamdulillah takda kematian. The only one that was very very severely affected was my atok. Tokyem was intubated, dalam ICU and admitted for few months sampai dapat bed sore teruk sangat. He was perfectly fine physically masa wedding, but sekarang bed-ridden. Doctor cakap it was a miracle for him to survive at his age. He is definitely a fighter, who is still fighting. Completely different, but still recovering. </p><p>Masa atok dekat ICU, ibu merayu dekat nurse bagi aku jumpa atok. And I managed to go in one time, and ya Allah it was breaking my heart. It must be worse for ibu to see her abah in that condition. If I were her then I'll be bawling my eyes out and probably make a scene in the hospital. Sebab tu bila orang acting like covid is nothing will trigger the hell out of me cs I've seen how it can change one's life. </p><p><i>Now that you've read this far, please keep my atok in your prayer for speedy recovery</i></p><p>Time time macam ni aku mmg ada trust issue dengan orang, sebab tu aku tak bgtau anyone apa jadi. The moment ppl know someone's is positive, they just want to be the first person to tell other 10 whatsapp group, and it's non-stop. Kalau nak bagitahu fact or closed people yang maybe jadi close contact takpa (kita boleh faham sebab risau so kena pergi test jugak ke etc), yang ni kenal pun tak pastu sampai di tokok tambah information. Di bukak facebook cari gambar orang yg positif dan diviral kan. So it's affecting them emotionally jugak. If you want rapid weight loss bcs of anxiety and emotional stress, maybe you can try tested positive and stay in hospital for a week. 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Dekat Malaysia sangat sangat sangat strict esp the early phase. Roadblock and polis were everywhere. Nak exercise? Exercise dekat rumah. Nak beli groceries? Ketua keluarga je. Positive? Ambulance datang angkut bawak pergi hospital. Baru balik drpd oversea? Quarantine dekat hotel. Taknak pakai mask? Saman. Dekat UK pulak human rights lagi penting drpd covid hahah. Takleh berjalan tapi takda roadblock takda police, just ada announcement bgtau je. Exercise jogging outdoor boleh tapi sorg/ same household. Positive tak tahan dekat hospital selagi takda breathing difficulty, quarantine je kat rumah senyap senyap. 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Probably cuti paaaaling panjang aku dapat. Selama ni summer break 3 minggu je. Cuti pompuan bersalin pun 3 bulan <i>*tiba tiba</i>. Dapat celebrate Ramadhan and Raya with my family after idk how many years. We appreciate the little things we take for granted before. Just sayang sebab I've settled my paperwork and application nak buat elective dekat UM. Received <span face="arial, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #4d5156; font-size: 14px;">£</span><span face="arial, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #4d5156; font-size: 14px;">£</span><span face="arial, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #4d5156; font-size: 14px;">£ </span>from Uni to do my elective. Tapi even brighter side, all exams were online padahal Year 4 exam was gonna be the worst hehe. So..... I'm not complaining 😉</p><p><i>Today in UK there are 53,135 cases, and few days ago they discovered a mutant covid strain here. </i></p><p>My 2020 was all about family & self-development. Hope 2021 is gonna be a healing year. Hopefully it goes well with my study, and I can graduate on time this year. Happy new year everyone & take care 😊</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5176953990271744659.post-16052637514258898102019-05-09T17:40:00.000-07:002019-05-09T17:49:12.719-07:00Crossing Nice, France off the bucket list!<div style="text-align: justify;">
Here I am with muka setebal buku dictionary, writing back after almost a year hahaha! Siapa baca blog lagi pun aku taktau lah. Almost a year, with a loooot of new milestones in life and more first-time experience without being <i>hype up</i> in the blog as if it is a big thing! </div>
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Did I tell you guys my whole fam come to London and we had winter trip together around Europe and UK? Like whole fam WHOLE WHOLE including tokdin, tokda, whole siblings and semua cucu(s). Did I tell you guys I did my first extraction on (real) human teeth like monthss ago and now probably counting to idk four or five times doing extractions on patients? Did I tell you guys, I bought a flight ticket for me and my friend but ended up her tickets instead of Lim Li became Li Tajuddin? </div>
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Did I tell you guys 4 days ago actually my birthday and that was the best birthday I've ever had in London HAHAHAH okay okay dah syaheera cukup</div>
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I was (and probably still am) the president of Cheapskate Club <i><span style="font-family: inherit;">(cuma lately ni jenis mcm lenient takda self-control tak ikut tempat, orang ajak makan ONZ orang ajak keluar ONZ)</span>.</i> But I am also the queen of impulse purchase. I might not buy any new clothes or shoes for mooooonths dgn alasan "berjimat" but also can just end up buying two pairs of shoes and bags of new clothes without even planning to go for shopping. I'm not the in between kind of person, i go all out to the extremeee ends lmao</div>
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My recent impulse purchase was flight ticket for post-exam treat! And aku beli masa tengah exam week ahahah masa nak revise tu lah casually chat dengan Su nak jalan tak then check pergi mana murah and wallaaaa.... we bought ticket to Nice, France for a 4-day long weekend treat! </div>
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And that was one of my best impulse purchase! And my fav getaway trip! <i><span style="font-size: x-small;">(apart from shoes... and jackets)</span></i></div>
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Aku dah memang well-aware yang the locals in France still cautious and tak open sangat dengan orang yang pakai tudung. But aku literally boleh rasa that weird ambience the moment aku pass immigration check! Tak keluar airport lagi, the makciks there tengok aku and Su mcm aku pakai seluar dekat kepala instead of kaki haha! Kepala makcik makcik ni betul betul pusing 180 degree bila aku lalu, agaknya kalau kepala ni boleh pusing 360 dah selamat pusing dah. Mula-mula aku tanya Su <span style="color: blue;">"weh makcik tu pandang aku lain macam je, sebab suara aku kuat sangat ke"</span> LOL</div>
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Terjawab persoalan aku lepas kiteorang naik uber (pssst the driver was a *handsome* muslim driver HAHAHA sempat!) We decided to take uber sbb flight delayed and dah midnight masa tu. Kalau ikut kepala cheapskate dah naik bus dah. And we had this conversation about how the makcik looked at us and the uber driver cerita the reality his hijabist wife faced living in France. And you have no idea our hearts highkey broken knowing he ady married hahahaha sengal gila! </div>
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And shout out to the kind <span style="font-size: xx-small;">and handsome</span> uber driver who dropped us in front of our accom, calling the Airbnb owner who wasnt picking up the phone <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(i swear this gave me small panic attack)</span> and waiting for us until we safely checked-in the airbnb kudos!</div>
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First day we went out searching for local food for breakfast, sebab apaaaaa...? Sebab tuna Su bawak tewas tumpas dan terkandas dekat airport security check 😂 On bright side, we had the chance to try Socca and Pissaladiere. Socca ni aku agak agak macam roti canai kot ahahah the locals makan tak kira masa pagi petang siang malam aku tengok duk makan socca ni. Pissaladiere ni katanya <i>"like a pizza but not a pizza"</i>, makanan pun ada identity crisis rupanya ingatkan manusia je ahahha. Both sedap and nice WHILE IT'S HOT but greasy gilaaaa, definitely need water kalau tak uhmmmm</div>
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We went up to Castle Hill, NAIK ELEVATOR OBVIOUSLY, we didn't pay for food just so that it can be digested faster by more exercise up the hill lol. Tak faham orang yang bawak stroller mendaki naik tangga, when both of us yang travel light and muda still opt for elevator (free kot apa de hal lols) </div>
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Satu lagi benda yang kiteorang perasan was French ppl are the combination of passionate and affectionate. No wonder it was called <i>French</i> kiss. Ahahah, I'm already used to see ppl kissing inside tube or on escalator or anywhere in London but them French ppl are just another level hahaha! </div>
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Even though this one looks as if nak menari a-go-go cucuk langit, this is one of few decent pictures both of us taken by strangers! 💓</div>
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One good thing travel with Su is both of us are very keen and specific when it comes to taking pictures. Tak pelik lah bila kiteorang stuck taking picture in a place for 20-30mins sampai dapat gambar yang okay! </div>
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Second day we went day-trip out of Nice; <b>Eze village</b> and <b>Monte-Carlo, Monaco</b>. Eze village is as exotic as it looks in google/Instagram and Monaco is another small country next to France yang the ambience is kaya af pak pak arab menabur duit buat event atas cruise pasang lagu arab habibi habibi ya nurul ain. One of the main tourist attraction is the casino itself ahah #priorities</div>
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Satu cerita takleh blah when we were in the<b><i> Exotique Garden</i></b>, we bumped into a Malay couple. Masa tu aku tengah amik gambar Su and mulut tengah bising suruh Su posing sekali ada orang tanya from behind "eh meh lah nak tak amikkan gambar korang?" They went up to the top of Exotique Garden and turun balik, aku dengan Su still amik gambar at the exact spot tak bergerak hahahah and they were like <span style="color: blue;">"Eh kat sini lagi??? Dah lah tu pergi lah naik atas, lagi cantik"</span> HAHAHHAH </div>
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very cute and small alleys in Eze Village</div>
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Monaco is okay..... for a 3-hour stay! HAHAHA</div>
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Last day, the flight was really late at night so we have another full day to cover every single touristy place..... and food hunting time! We bought food then we ate at the beach dengan angin angin sepoi bahasa, romantic gila to be duo-girl trip lol 😂. Before foodhunt, we had a coastal walk yang caaaaantik gila facing the view of Mediterranean Sea. Looking at the view, I realised- such a beautiful trip. </div>
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I was holding myself to say this kind of cliche caption but holiday in Nice was <i>nice</i>, indeed! </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5176953990271744659.post-71621704809211821552018-10-18T17:09:00.000-07:002018-10-18T17:12:22.578-07:00Mommies<b>Mom is a mom for a reason</b><br />
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I've been thinking about this for a loooong time. Bila kita cari barang tak jumpa dan tawaf rumah entah berapa kali and dah mcm cacing kepanasan still tak jumpa jugak, tapi bila tanya ibu nampak tak blablabla kat mana, then Mom. Magically. Knows. It. (Macam ibu pulak yang sengaja sorokkan hihu)<br />
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And bila kita masak, with the same exact recipe daripada nenek moyang turun ke ibu tapi end up bila kita masak, mesti takkan sama dengan ibu masak. Lepastu mula lah nak salahkan minyak lain lah, santan tak mcm malaysia punya lah, guna garam laut tak guna garam batu lah (amboi petty nya alasan lol!)<br />
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Same thing happened again. Before this, video call ibu and bagitahu harini masak tomyam then ibu terus tanya <span style="color: red;"><i>"letak serai tak?!?!! Ibu kan dah stock kan serai haritu".</i></span> Which that day kebetulan aku tak letak, why? Can't be bothered hahahah masak tekak sendiri ni malas dia lain mcm sikit. So this week, i cooked tomyam again (AND PUT SERAI THIS TIME HAHAH IBU GONNA CHECK AGAIN YEAH NO WAY, THIS TIME IT'S FOR ME TO SHINE!) so as usual ibu tanya,<br />
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<span style="color: red;">"harini masak apa"</span><br />
"tomyam"<br />
<span style="color: red;">"letak daun limau tak?"</span><br />
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Haritu tanya serai jeee asal harini tak tanya seraaaaai, asal daun limau pulakkk</div>
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She's not even here living with me but she alwaaaaaays know apa yang aku tak letak hahah! Padahal aku dah letak serai kot. Bila letak taknak tanya pulakkkk, bila tak letak baru nak tanya. Selalu jadi benda tambahan yang kecik kecik, tak pernah pulak aku masak tomyam lepastu tanya letak perencah tomyam tak hahahahha. So yeah, mom is a mom for a reason.<br />
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So untuk valid kan that statement in next 20 years bila aku ada anak tapi still nak nampak hebat, serba boleh, berkaliber dan supermomma, I'd probably say this bila anak aku tanya barang dia kat mana<br />
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<span style="color: blue;">"Bukak mata besar besar. Cuba cari dekat every laci dalam dapur, your bilik, atas katil, your bilik air, check my bilik also just in case. Basically cari satu rumah confirm jumpa"</span> - Taknak kalah uolls.<br />
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The bad news is I still got lots of raw food nak kena habiskan omg beban gila, bangun pagi bukak mata je terfikir <span style="color: blue;"><i>'alamak ada satu plastik ayam tak habis lagi'</i></span> (macam mak mak sangat lols) And, tomorrow still have one and my last screening clinics. Nampak tak gelojoh dia jumaat last clinic, sabtu dah balik hahah!Actually nak balik malam jumaat tu jugak (gaya macam uni belakang rumah je kan) but ayah tak bagi balik malam plus takut rushing yada yada so...... saya yang menurut perintah yang berhormat 😄</div>
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Nak bukak cerita sedih, daripada raya last year aku dah duk bayangkan <i>'ni last year raya dekat malaysia, another 4 years raya jauh :('</i> so to be frank aku dah prepare <b>mentally</b> satu tahun yang aku tak raya dgn family this year ahahah. The fact raya akan jadi lagi awal, buat the chance utk balik malaysia for raya until my final year makin impossible since academic year habis paling awal end July and definitely i have to go to clinics.<br />
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Su ws and bagitahu dia tak balik malaysia this year so dia ajak raya Notts together!!! <b>YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I WAS!!!!</b> Masa dia bagitahu tu mcm ada a light of hope that I'd not celebrate my first raya alone. Aku tak kisah the following raya, just pls not the first raya hahah! Then I check my timetable............... I got clinics on my first raya........ Pagi pulak tu sampai tengah hari or petang idk. So that means I have to spend my pagi raya on clinics............ <span style="color: blue;">Masa tu rasa mcm malin kundang yang kena panah petir gitu. </span></div>
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Masa tu dah emotionally unstable, aku dah fikir since I'm going to miss pagi raya should i not celebrate raya at all hahaha <b>#drama</b>. Aku dah plan after clinic pergi Greenwich to lepak and emo there alone (greenwich is fav place in london selain katil aku lols, i can spend the whole day there just termenung and tengok orang because sometimes I just need my own time ye dok)</div>
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AND THEN! ON ONE OF THE LAST 10 DAYS RAMADHAN....!! Aku dapat email clinic aku on pagi raya <b>cancel</b> due to syllabus adjustment reason! HAHAHAHA MASA TU AKU RASA MCM <b>ADAKAH INI LAILATUL QADAR??!??</b> 🙌🙌🙌Bye guys im going to Notts for raya hahahah terus ws su and terus beli tickets hihihihi.</div>
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Balik sembahyang raya terus makan!!! IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE HAHAHA 😂😂 Semua syaiton dah keluar. Sbb family Su dari utara so dia rasa style utara uolls, so ada ketupat palas di pagi raya gituuu. 22 tahun hidup, first time rasa mcm ni. Takyah kahwin orang utara, raya dgn kawan je dah boleh experience 😂Then petang ada potluck open house, so another time for me to shine!!<br />
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Anyhow, my first raya was waaaaay different and better from what I have expected. It was not the same sbb tak raya dengan family, but then I already expected the worst so alhamdulillah for this surprise at least I'm not on some bench in Greenwich 😅Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything, I still feel loved and not alone on pagi raya thanks to Su, Mak Su and kawan-kawan Su lols.<br />
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Thaaaaaanks 💗</div>
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Unlike other ppl uni and course, course aku punya exam term macam pelik sikit. Selaaaalu lain dengan orang lain, idk why. Most ppl in the uk just finished their last paper, and there is me finished one month ago and now waiting for my result. And guess whaaaaaaat?!</div>
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I think there is something wrong with my self-control. Punyalah bulan yang mulia ni lah kena menahan nafsu, tapi ni makin membuak buak. Dah tak boleh recycle makanan untuk buka puasa, kalau recycle dia rasa mcm taknak buka pulak hahah. Pantang tengok video makanan terus buat, bulan ni je taktahu dah berapa kali duk masak species pertama-kali-version-buang-tabiat. rest in peace to all my money spent on food this month. </div>
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18 hours fasting from 3am-9pm is no joke but i'm not dying. As long as aku terdampar bak ikan paus, i iz fine. Tapi kalau aku ada essay submission, kena buat after sahur masa tengah kenyang hahah kalau tak memang ke laut china selatan. But everytime kawan non-muslim aku tanya tak penat ke puasa, tak lapar ke, "if i were you im sure i'll die" comments that I got, I just replied with my grumbling stomach *muka seposen* I'm type of person who alwaaaaaays eat and never skip any meal, so definitely 100% dotcomdotmy aku lapar! 😂 But that's the point of puasa kan untuk rasa apa yang orang tak berkemampuan rasa so kita lebih bersyukur </div>
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I havent posted anything for agessssss hahah omg this blog already missed all the milestone i had for the entire year 😂 Somehow amazed macam mana dulu keep on updating even in seseri and kmb, uni pack jugak tapi the fact yang aku dah habis exam almost one month ago and there's not a single post at all nampaknya tu alasan semata mata gais pls syadin </div>
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Anyway all this while, aku sedar #1 reader of my <span style="color: blue;"><i>almost-unexisting-berhantu</i></span> blog is no other than ayah hahah! He is the one calling me each day and ask "taknak update blog ke" like i wonder ayah ni betul betul check on blog aku ke macam mana? Maybe that's the reason why he made an instagram account (CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT MY DAD!!! ONLY KNOW HOW TO USE WHATSAPP AND EMAIL! HAVE AN INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT???) He made an excuse "nak pantau anak anak" which actually means <span style="color: red;">"whenever i have free time and i already finished reading and replying all the whatsapp msges, now I can stalk my daughters on instagram" </span></div>
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Bila ayah send follow request, i was like <b>"OMG AYAH ADA IG ACCOUNT???"</b> on family whatsapp group and tanya siapa pandai buatkan ni?!? It turned out he made it by himself. Wow ayah, achievement unlocked. Just would like to clarify im the first daughter yang approve ayah on ig, i'm so kind right i know <i>(despite all the hesitation er should i or should i not? Can i post everything i want after this? HAHAH *drama*)</i> And last week he replied my ig story for the first time sbb before this usha je tak reply kiki</div>
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Anyway i'm not that surprise, ayah keeps on stalking me on twitter as well. People on twitter reply my tweet by tweeting but ayah step up the game bruh he replies my tweet by calling me why-you-tweet-like-that. See? *daddy's gal*</div>
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*omg ranting on blog is soooo fun how can i'm not doing it for so long??*</div>
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But things just go wrong nowadays, i don't even post anything zz ok last 5th May was my birthday and it was so good i like it and Aisyah came and surprised me all the way from Galway to London when her exam was finally over. That was a surprise which i was actually surprised lol (if you get what i mean and yes i screamed for sure). I knew something was wrong she kept on checking on me esok plan kau apa, kau tgh tidur ke yada yada to be fair we actually keep on checking each other but that day it was not subtle enough 😂 but i didnt expect her to walk into my room with candles on muffin and kfc bucket omg what did i do to deserve ppl like this </div>
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So yesterday, after so long behaving and not embarrassing myself in public i finally did one! <b>*face palm*</b> Aku pergi pros lab to do teeth model casting and set it on articulator (i finally did my first ever articulation yesterday like my first baby anak sulung but i know i gonna be sick doing 84379502 of it later) and whenever dalam pros lab kena pakai lab coat. Suddenly one tutor came to me and asked <span style="color: red;"><i>"who touch you on your bum?"</i></span> </div>
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"There's hand print on your bum, what happened" lepastu semua orang dekat dalam lab tu dengan head tutor sekali pandang aku. Within that 10 seconds my mind flashback did any of my girlfriends pat on my butt......? No, sekali pun aku tak perasan. And the tension was building up since all eyes on me, otak aku takleh fikir straight dah so nervous jap </div>
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Happy fasting to all muslims! 💜 I really hope this year my nieces tak curi curi minum daripada air paip, they already skipped their first day since they missed sahur sabar je lah. 7th day puasa and i already missed sahur 3 times. Lmao how i always wake up 10 mins after subuh zz </div>
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Dekat Malaysia pulak, kalau hidung berdarah je ohhh panas lah tu. Taktahu lah apa yang panas, badan panas ke weather panas maybe dua dua hahah. First time aku hidung berdarah masa darjah satu. Aku takut and <b>TAKNAK</b> pergi sekolah. Aku memang species perangai sikit ye lah baru pindah dari johor pergi Selangor, so aku akan buat drama setiap pagi. Tu yang penat tu, kau bayangkan berapa episode drama aku nak fikir dalam seminggu? Sebulan? Enam bulan? Idea dah lah kena fresh je setiap pagi takkan setiap hari nak demam kan heheh</div>
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BUT that time ibu ayah mcm kejap bg greenlight ponteng kejap tak bagi so dia depends atas lakonan aku hahaha. So either malam sebelum or after bangun pagi nak pergi sekolah tu aku dah siap siap fikir idea nak buat drama apa pulak 😏so that one day aku decide ok harini kita buat nak muntah pulak. ANNOYING KAN PERANGAI SYAHEERA TAJUDDIN MASA KECIK, ni kalau aku dapat anak species aku ni i'll be like </div>
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So aku after breakfast aku dah ready nak buat buat muntah dekat sink, bukak air paip lepastu buat muntah lak uwek uwekkk sekali aku nampak dekat sink ada darah..................... I was like opps i dont ask for this but i got a prop. Scary prop 😐For 3 seconds, little syaheera wondered eh sakit betul betul ke ni...... Lepastu aku jerit IBUUUUU DARAAAAAH and ibu ayah were so calm oh hidung lah darah. Lega gila bapak aku masa tu ingatkan tekak keluar darah 😂 Anyway aku dapat cuti that day, thanks to my bleeding nose!</div>
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Guess what last week mimpi ibu ayah and uda datang london. For a person like me who hardly and barely remember my own dream (i forgot 19 out of 20 dreams i swear), that dream was touching, heartbreaking and funny at the same time *idk what kind of emoji suits best so lets pretend theres emoji here*</div>
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A day before mimpi tu ada video call ibu ayah and cakap pasal datang london pot pet pot pet and then thats it lah kan tak fikir banyak pun. And aku tahu uda mcm mana pun takleh dtg london sbb ibu warning dia kena simpan cuti kerja dia for god knows what reason lets stay within the family (bit silly one i'd say lmao). </div>
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Ok that's the touching part my family came to london to surprise me (mimpi je pun touching tau #drama)</div>
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And then comes the funny one, selalu nya kalau dalam movie or reality kan kalau dia nak check ni mimpi ke betul dia akan cubit or tampar diri dia sendiri kan? So kalau sakit tu maksudnya real lah! Aku selalu fikir dah kau terfikir nak tampar tu sah sah lah bukan mimpi, kalau mimpi kau tak ingat dah nak tampar ke apa. </div>
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Silap besaaaar, aku punya tak percaya and terkejut dalam mimpi tu aku boleh terfikir untuk tampar diri sendiri sbb nak check. How. on. earth. I. manage. to. think. critically. while. dreaming #YasICaaaaaan Not once, not twice tapi berkali kali hahahaha so basically im so dramatic in real life and in dreams as well </div>
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But it was so heartbreaking bila aku tak rasa sakit........... So by that time I knew, <b>ohhhh ni mimpi je......</b> then i was so emotional lepastu aku duk lah tampar muka aku banyak kali sampai nak rasa sakit tu but then betul betul <b>tak sakit</b> hahahah sedih do, i look so pathetic even in my dream omg be realistic do syaheera tajuddin sekali sudah lah accept it was just a dream duhhhhh *roll eyes* </div>
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I mentioned in previous post kan, Iman came to London. All the way from India. Masa iman whatsapp bgtahu plan dia tu the first thing aku tanya <span style="color: blue;">"weh banyak nya kau save allowance......... LOL"</span> The last day I met Iman was probably on our graduation day, lama gila kan lmao. I still remember, back in our 1st year in kmb we still thought we bounded to Ireland, as long as we get decent result we'll be there. Little did we know, Allah is the best planner. And the fact that she's coming, and this is our first time together abroad so I should make this memorable! I need to be abit extra lmao, for my clingy iman anything oso can!</div>
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Aku fikir lah I want to experience something new with Iman, taknak lah duk bawak pi jalan london je which aku dah buat dekat org lain buat kali yg ke 8726308th (propa sikit lah) Since aku tak pernah lah terfikir nak jadi student cambridge, and aku tak pernah pergi cambridge so a day trip to Cambridge from London should be fine.</div>
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Pergi Cambridge naik train from London King's Cross which is quite cheap tbh maybe sbb return on the same day. Now, I have my railcard so bye guys you not gonna see me in London for the weekend anymore hehe jk finally after setahun aku tahan takda railcard duk lah naik bas berjam-jam! The journey was not thaaat long probably 1hour and 30mins kot? Tapi the train was full I could barely sit :( I prefer to have a seat next to window but then that time everytime I wanted to look at the outside aku rasa mcm pakcik sebelah aku rasa di-usha -_-" </div>
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Cambridge is not that big, you dont even need to get daily pass for the bus guna je lah khidmat percuma kaki sendiri muehehe everything is just walking distance utk org org darah muda (dan darah student aka darah cheapskate) Tapi kalau nak bawak ibu ayah ke sini maybe lah kena consider faktor usia (dan faktor duit jugak lah time to pau! hehe!)</div>
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Keluar train station, the first thing we did; withdraw cash! Ni lah downside of being cashless (meaning we tap debit card everywhere but still applicable with literal meaning kurang-cash haha). We planned to do punting tapi mana lah sampan atas air tu ada mesin debit card. And then we walked all the way to punting waiting area depan an unknown chapel lmao. Is it just me or I found there's alooooot of chapels in Cambridge. Every 15 minutes walk, mesti ada satu! </div>
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And since we still got a lot of time, we went inside a few chapels. Sepanjang aku hidup, tak pernah aku masuk banyak chapel mcm haritu lol. Don't worry we are open-minded but still know the boundaries, tapi insecure gak ah mula mula 4 orang hijabis masuk chapel rasa berdosa and mcm orang usha but that was just us being self-conscious hahah takda siapa pun kisah pasal kiteorang lantak kau lah nak buat apa dalam tu. </div>
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We decided to do punting! Punting tu yang naik sampan pastu kau dayung lah sepanjang river to mcm ala ala naik gondola kat venice tapi tu mahal sangat so tu kena menabung, ni kita start slow slow lah, which was punting in Cambridge 😂I'd say this was the highligggght of our trip! Funny how we had our highlight so fast when ppl said save best for the last?! Faktor cuaca kena amik kira do, kang duk ber-punting sekali mendung/hujan satu <strike>sen</strike> pence pun tak guna ye dok</div>
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I couldnt remember whats the punting price for each person but that was affordable and reasonable, considering punting itself is hard. Boleh je mcm acah acah nak experience sendiri control your own sampan and it is cheaper BUT believe me it is sooo hard, just take the one with the guide. He'll do the punting for you. We bumped into loooots of punts esp those who decided to do the punting on their own. And we saw a girl did the punting and then the boyfriend just duk gelakkan the girl, four of us already ready to give the wth-you-laugh-at-be-gentleman-and-do-the-punting judging look 😂😂</div>
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Lepastu we searched for halal restaurant tapi malas nak jalan jauh-jauh lol, nasib baik we found Chopstix and aku tergerak hati nak baca kertas dekat tingkap tu tulis apa. It's halal! So semua memang dah kebulur, dapat makanan semua terus ada moment of silence. We walked a bit and went to Fitzwilliam Museum tapi being us who were not interested in arts at all, masuk museum semua cari kerusi nak duduk and main phone 😂</div>
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And then we went back to King's College to get into its famous chapel. It is veryyyy big and veryyy artsy, its architecture memang nice. Kiteorang sempat dengar its chapel service tapi keluar awal sebab taknak kacau orang nak beribadah hahahah. </div>
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So basically since last month kot, I've been planning to go to Belfast. The moment I got my timetable, the first thing that I searched; WHEN IS MY FREE DAY?! So yeah ok i dont have reading week (again) so instead i was searching for friday or monday off so I can go jalan jalan on the weekend (thats how desperate I am) (Don't need holiday, weekend also can)</div>
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So I found this one week which I <i>(suprisingly)</i> have friday and monday off so 4 hari cuti lah kan, I asap call aisyah weh jom pergi belfast nak!!! Belfast is actually northern part of ireland but still considered UK. The latter part excites me hehehe so I don't have to convert my pound to euro, I can spend money like I plant money in my backyard (which I dont have backyard. And the money too.)</div>
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Mesti orang lain mcm alahai kuchi kuchi pergi belfast je pun mcm jauh naw, hello sayang ku intan payung I just have a weekend kot which means 2 days if you dont know, nak buat mcm mana ye dok. I still get into flights plus the flight journey tu I'm all alone sobs so my inner self already consider this trip jauh *nods* </div>
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When I'm all excited waiting for weekend to come, suddenly wednesday mid of the week everything keeps appearing. Non-stop. Deadlines. Presentation. Meeting. I need to do research for PBL and submit my slides to my groupmates a day after I come back from the trip. And on the same week, another deadline aucak me this morning, aku hanya mampu tersenyum ibarat kambing gurun sahara yang nampak baldi ingat ada air rupanya kosong. Tipu gila you said I have free day on the weekend....................</div>
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So at least I got friday off to settle everythaaaaaang, I'll promise myself I wont submit blank slides (kahkah) and to get everything sorted sebagai contoh untuk tak bazir masa and tulis post ni panjang panjang. </div>
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Kalau ada sesiapa yang rasa kepala dia ting tong, ketahuilah harini ada sorang groupmate aku suggest pasang lagu Toxic Britney spears jadi lagu background sepanjang presentation kiteorang yang discuss pasal toxicity 😂😂😂Ketahuilah, anda masih normal.<br />
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Now ady 3rd week of 2nd year, penaaaaaaat. Absolutely bukan penat belajar *cough*, tapi penat settle down yang tak berapa nak settle lagi ni. Finally i moved in!! Physically but not yet spiritually, hati tertinggal dekat msia *cue start drama* *100 episodes* Tapi i'm still in love with my new hse mueheheh maybe sbb cari rumah ni sendiri so the sentimental value over sikit like finally syadin grow up ady my first <strike>baby</strike> adult step! I did everything from the searching, viewing sampai lah move in </div>
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I. am. so. adult. pls no more immature syadin 👀👀 acahhh</div>
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Last week there was this one lecture, and aku datang lambat sikit so the only place available hujung hujung hall gitu. The thing was aku tak dengar and tak faham sepatah habuk lah this invited guest cakap pebenda, i thought it was just me. Probably because of the accent and plus I'm a bit pekak so yeah 😐 Rupanya lepas tanya ppl around me, everyone in my side mmg tak dengar langsung probably because the hall was so big it became echo-ey. </div>
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TIBA TIBA this guest picked student one by one and asked question. Aku dah mcm <i>ah sudah dont you ever pick on meeeeeeeee.</i> Sekali dia makin move ke side aku. Dalam hati aku dah gelabah dah. <b>Luckilyyyy,</b> dia tanya another student who sat next 3 seats from me. Aku mcm phew. I dont know what was the question tapi that boy jawab <span style="color: red;"><b>"I think i'll be upset"</b> </span></div>
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btw I'm already in london at the moment, baru balik after 4months holiday and spent 3 months back in Malaysia and now homesick gila, emotionally unstable while settling new house. I even got teary-eyed while sitting on a bus wth. Should not listen to sad songs when you depressed, really.</div>
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I'm staying at my friend's hse while waiting for my house agreement to settle. Semalam lepas kena saiko dgn classmate yang dah catch up semua lectures walaupun baru mingu kedua, aku pun stay up lah nak catch up jugak (tapi mampu habiskan satu lecture je lol satu lecture tp 83 slides pebenda tah, satu pun ok lah tu din). </div>
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So pendek cerita aku tidur lambat and my friends tidur awal sbb dieorg jetlag hahah pukul 9pm dah tidur what even 😆. And maybe cuaca sejuk, dieorang berdua dah guna and conquer duvet. Aku yang hanya duduk menumpang ni, I know my place and somehow have bits of common sense. Takkan lah aku nak tarik selimut jugak kan, so aku tidur lah guna jumper/sweater.</div>
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At least once, I wonder apa rasa pengsan out of sudden. Kita tengok drama ke tgk ada org pengsan masa kawad rumah sukan lah, mesti wonder apa doh rasa pengsan ni mcm tak cukup tidur lepastu tertidur sekejap ke (lol)</div>
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So, after living 21 years of my life keep on wondering what does it feel like, aku akhirnya pengsan. Literally. Finally. Lol idk if it was even a thing to celebrate, for sure not a thing you can write on resume as work experience but still, "finally" 😐😐</div>
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It was my first time, tapi seriously it would be nice to be my <i>very last time</i> as well lol. Sakit doh seriously zz</div>
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Ok at first problem nya aku lah kot yg <span style="color: red;"><i>riak takabbur secara halus separuh sedar</i></span> ni, lepas balik malaysia aku tercakap "eera duduk london 9 bulan, sekali pun tak sakit. demam pun tak. bawak panadol dua papan pun tak guna" so maybe Allah boleh sense riak aku yang lowkey sama rancak dengan mulut aku ni, sebab tertinggal "alhamdulillah" before cakap statement tadi. cuba baca balik dengan alhamdulillah kan bunyi riak tu mcm takda sangat kan lels</div>
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ibu dah bising berapa lama lagi nak demam taknak pergi klinik. Aku pun mcm mak nenek lah "ala demam kejap je kot esok dah ok pastu nanti datang balik lusa ok lah". Satu malam tu ibu balik terawih badan aku demam lagi ibu insist jugak PERGI KLINIK SEKARANG! 😡😡</div>
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Aku dah malas nak pung pang, pergi dapur nak minum vitagen tapi aku pening sampai aku takleh keluarkan straw so aku frust and nak sambung tidur (looool) sekali masa nak jalan ke bilik tu aku *finally* pengsan. <b>So basically, dia rasa macam i was too weak and someone else took over badan aku, aku terhuyung hayang langgar almari langgar tv lepastu piungggg aku terkulai jatuh.</b> Literally.</div>
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And embarassing thing bila aku finally pergi clinic dengan tudung indon (yelah orang dah terkulai ada pulak energy nak pakai shawl cecantik 😰) dengan baju kurung (sebab baru balik buka puasa surau), orang tengok aku macam bibik pengsan and dipapah oleh majikan (ibu and ayah). Malu sungguh.</div>
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So, kalau demam tu pi lah klinik jangan dah seminggu pun duk tunggu lah nanti tunggu lah. Sometimes your body cannot wait anymore. Pesanan penaja kementerian kesihatan malaysia. Ok bye</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5176953990271744659.post-57215370440001373142017-07-29T11:20:00.001-07:002017-07-30T04:28:46.290-07:00RantssHarini ramai ramai tidur bilik ayah termasuklah qaseh (cucu). Aku masih yang maintain jadi mak guard berjaya dan bergaya aka stay up tgk movie sementara orang tidur eheh! Dia ok je tau stay up tapi kalau stay up dengar dengar bunyi tu yg mcm meremang sikit<br />
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Dan aku dah boleh lah stop tgk horror movie. Supporting character pun tak layak, inikan heroin kahkah. Akak ada baring tepi aku, tgk upin ipin sbb tak boleh sambung tidur. Jangan pulak esok pagi dia bangun pagi ckp dia tak terbangun pun semalam. Dia ok je tidur tepi eeka (ill cry then)</div>
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And that was first time for our batch to experience someone meninggal. Selalu nya instagram feed kau penuh gambar and post that one particular person sbb birthday dia. All those long post you thought would be grammy speech. And here comes all the throwback seseri pictures. BUT that was our first time ig feed full sebab kematian. And then you realize the only that matters for our batchmate who is now arwah (😔), is alfatihah. Plus doa.</div>
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Uhm, so far this is the best one day trip I've ever had. A week before final ada revision week so lecturers email suruh dtg revision session yada yada. Somehow the point where the revision session tu useful hanyalah untuk sedarkan yang kau tak cover banyak benda lagi. So it was stressful at the moment, sampai bilik aku dah tak macam bilik dah. Macam tongkang pecah then dinding bilik berconteng sampai at one point aku fed up bukan sebab belajar tak masuk, tapi sakit sangat mata tengok bilik 👻</div>
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So aku lepak bilik Limli (probably due to my room condition as well idk haha) and i walked out from her room with money walking out from my bank account as well. Lol we suddenly tired of studying and ended up planning for one day trip. To be exact, THREE ONE-DAY TRIPS. Different location. TWO OF THEM are consecutive, exactly the next day final paper. Because we have this "I-need-to-get-out-from-London" moment ugh 😤</div>
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The well-planned was only for brighton because both of us memang nak pergi sana, the next two location tu Northampton and Birmingham. And guess what mcm mana kiteorang pilih? Bukak google map UK and each of us pilih satu tempat, ran. dom. ly. Sumpaaaaaah jangan ikut lah perangai mcm ni, we ended up buying tickets to northampton straight away and our other flatmates bagitau there is legit nothing in Northampton. Some of them don't even know where the hell is Northampton. Reaction dieorang mcm "Northampton? Ahaaaaa such thing exists...?"</div>
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Anyway kiteorang pergi there by bus. All our one day trips semua naik bas hahahah gigih kan i know, first because <i>we are cheap</i>. Second because we dont have railway card, train tix were so expensive at that moment and <i>we are cheap</i>. Third, we already finished our exam and we have lots of time to waste willingly on the bus and <i>we are cheap</i>. 😁</div>
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Ni first time pergi and tengok beach or sea side view here and it is not THAAAAT far from london so okay laaaah. And one thing, Brighton ni best lah okay lah. Especially kalau nak berjemur ke apa, but uhm we are both from Asia and we don't really love sun that much, we can "enjoy" the sun masa cuti summer. Orang kata pergi jangan weekend sebab ramai gilos, so we went on weekdays and that was just nice ah. </div>
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But then Limli said no no no we need to catch the next bus. So aku takleh baring acah mat salleh aka sambung tidur, aku heret lah kaki aku pergi town center nak cari bus. Kalau baca travel blog orang, banyak je yang recommend pergi a few famous food and vintage market, tapi we have another plan. We need to cleanse our eyes and purify our soul to the real real real <strike>bitch</strike> beach. Brighton is not a legit beach pada pendapat aku lah.</div>
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So if you google Seven Sisters Country Park, you can go there by bus from brighton town center tau. And based on google picture, cantik gilaaaa like cantik ah cun air laut sama biru dengan langit ecewah gitu. Tapi aku mcm skeptical sikit lah, kalau search klcc pun keluar gambar cun tapi cuba bayangkan pergi kena pulak hari jerebu haaa gitu (but i love klcc) (my best night view all the time)</div>
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Kiteorang tak sempat tau pergi beach hut ni sebenarnya. Tapi dia macam our must-go-list. So kiteorang pergi jugak hahah so we ended up tunggu bas balik coach station dalam kecuakkan, kiteorang hampir call uber. Sebab bus back to london dah nak jalaaaan, kiteorang kena lari sepanjang bus stop ke coach station mcm mad potatoes takpun sarung nangka berlari. Sampai coach station tu memang dah macam sayur kangkung, and kiteorang memang the last passenger yang masuk. Aku rasa kalau stop lari sikit mungkin aku dah tidur tepi brighton pier tu agaknya 😅</div>
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Ni lah jadi bila dah ada instastory, i update stupid little things i swear ppl probably a bit annoyed (esp bila first story ramai view then makin lama view story kurang sorg demi sorg hahahah eleh lek ah) i tried not to update. i tried to restrain myself. But updating a post for blog need soooo much effort i always end up spending at least one hour for a post but if story kan i can spam all daaaay<br />
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So guess what! Since sebelum exam, I got no time nak jalan jalan and hypnotize diri sendiri "delayed gratification" "work hard now, later play harder lah" "i swear i give you one week of sleep" so aku duduk dekat London for another one month. Even dah habis exam. Haaaa buat lah apa nak buat, pergi lah nak pergi mana, beli lah nak beli apa. Bright side; I got the chance to experience first ramadhan here in UK! Yaaaaay! And I'm not alone at the moment. Aisyah is with me hehehe that's coOl<br />
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Not-so-bright side; 18 jam...... puasa. Malaysia 13 jam. Aku mcm takleh brain memula. Seriously? 18 jam? Time untuk makan 6 jam je walaweh. This is legit my first time. Tak pernah puasa dekat UK even sunat or ganti or winter (sbb puasa masa winter pendek je sbb malam panjang wakaka) sebab aku jenis sahur nasi and nak fikir utk masak nasi utk sahur mcm effort sangat (ok ye aku malas sikit)<br />
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And then pergi mosque tu, jumpa ramai makcik makcik bangsa benggali (wujud ke) ramai gilaaa, and then they made me confuse. Dieorang tak faham english, seriously makcikkk 😕😕 Pastu dia cakap bahasa benggali ke urdu dia, aku tercengang. Aku reply in english, dieorang pulak tercengang. Pastu dedua tercengang pastu aku gerak dulu lah hahah. Aku ingat tak ramai. Aku tahu floor 2 full, so aku naik floor 3. Hall besar gila. Rupanya the mosque kena bukak sampai 5 FREAKING FLOORS TO ACCOMODATE EVERYONE. Gila ah hahaha<br />
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Tarawih dia almost the same. Bacaan dia tak panjang tak pendek. Tak laju ke, speed dia normal. Aku expect kalau imam dari arab ke laju agaknya bacaan. Tapi last last tak pun hahah. Same, how the moms still bring their kids to mosque even anak nya kecik kecik lagi alahai letih aku tengok si anak-anak. Budak budak pun menangis mcm dekat Malaysia jugak, jalan ke hulur ke hilir kalau letak spec atas sejadah memang silap besar. Mula-mula sorang nangis, pastu sorg pulak nangis berharmoni pulak, sekali ek eh join lagi sorang haaa dah jadi mcm Tiga Suara Jaclynn Victor Ning Baizura dgn Shila Hamzah version ramadhan album 😝<br />
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Sahur bebetul makan dengan mindset "makan do nak puasa 18 jam ni!!" Over kan 😎 The next day pergi Nottingham and jumpa Su. Secret not to feel homesick in Ramadhan is to celebrate with your friends! And cook malaysian food. Then later the time will pass in no time.<br />
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This picture was taken right after OSCE's exam. Horror gila. That was my first time osce exam and it was mindblown. Tang tang camni lah baru rasa macam kita ni bound to be theory kind of person yang not clinical enough ingatkan high school je buat experiment selalu tak jadi hahah but thaaaaat's fine sometimes you win sometimes you learn gitu #sedapkanhati #syadinboleh #takbolehkitabolehkan</div>
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So how was exam? dreadful but not dead yet. My last paper syndrome game was strong, I bet everyone felt the same thing sampai last paper aku was spotter anatomy hahah aku taktahu jawapan pun aku tawakal je lah bantai je nak buat mcm mana aku letak serunding dalam rak mana pun lupa inikan nak ingat tulang tulang manusia ni. Pharmacology pun mindblown, great thing i didnt opt for pharmacy. I owe myself big time. </div>
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<b>GLOVE AKU TERKOYAK, TANGAN AKU TERKELUAR</b> 😭😭😭😭 Terkejut examiner weh! Dalam hati aku dah mencarut dekat diri sendiri. Aku hanya mampu sengih mcm kerang busuk and amik glove baru, tapi tak masuk jugak 😞. So basically, I changed my glove twice and it took me almost 2 minutes just to wear the glove. Not the task of the station. Wth. So I was like RIP-ing myself for the entire a few minutes left in that station. I managed to wear glove after 3rd time changing it and did the task but that was so unprofessional. I was so flustered in that station. Aku tak buat pun benda yang aku practise walao that was just typical syadin. </div>
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Aku pun carry on lah dengan next 9 stations sbb nak sedih sedih first station pun takda guna gak. Sampai lah last station, kena check blood pressure patient guna alat yang pam pam tu. I practiced this so many times verbally, even once with the instrument. Aku mcm ok safe this one boleh settle. Sekali aku dgn confident nya dah hello patients pung pang pung pang explain pasal bp, masa aku tgh pam tu the strap instead of constrict the upper arm, dia inflate jadi belon 😭😭 Maaaaaan, i was so flustered tapi aku dah muka tembok aku sengih sengih je cakap sorry and bukak balik. </div>
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I tried again but failed. And tried again. Still failed. Ok maybe cara aku salah so aku try again. Still failed. ROSAK KE DOH UGHHH SYADIN PLS???? NOT NOW? And then time's up. Aku tak dapat reading dia ha-ha-ha syadin is dumb. So aku end up said sorry and explained my fault instead doing the task 😞 And you know whats funny, the patient held my hands and assured me while nodding her head "Believe me, that's ok" 😭😭 That helps but still it was not okay 💔💔 now aku fikir balik instead of aku dapat blood pressure dia and assure bp dia okay, aku pulak yang jadi mcm patient yang di-assure hahah! Syadin syadinnnnn *facepalm*</div>
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I remembered the first time I met adik Aisyah and aisyah was next to her in kmb's kfc and i was like wth seh asal ada dua aisyah ?????? That was mindblown gila hahahah. And I just realized and wondered why there are a lot of aisyah(s) in my life, in btho and seseri I got aisyah habib and then masuk kmb and now studying abroad also got another aisyah kamaludin. I feel like they pass baton. I'm being jinxed by Aisyah(s). People probably think i dont have other friend, ingatkan dua dua ni the same aisyah yang aku spend time from form 2 sampai now dah 21 tahun wow.</div>
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We are just practically different in every sense. She's more outspoken than me and then you know stok stok mulut laser ni dia bantai je semua orang. Debaters yalls. And while there's me mengutuk orang dalam hati instead. Because I don't like the after effects, petty fights, butt hurt. We were deskmates for 2 years, we had the best teamwork ever. I did the thinking part, she would give my answer out loud in the class. THEREFORE, i have shares in most of her answer ok i don't need credits at that time but now i'm lowkey mentioning it lels</div>
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Anyway, mana nak cari kawan yang rela stay with me for another one whole month in London for summer just nak temankan aku and make sure aku tak balik Malaysia sorang this year. Sanggup puasa sini 18 jam when she can actually go back to Malaysia earlier before puasa, but again there's me the painass (ala but anyway she's kisas so why not HAHAHAHHA jk) mana nak cari kawan yang sanggup bayar tickets flight mahal gila compare to org lain sbb again temankan aku. Mana lagi nak cari kawan yang lagi cheapskate or maybe same level of cheapskate as mine hahahah and oso kawan yang sanggup drive dari johor ke selangor sbb nak bawak aku makan hahahaha wth kan mesti org mcm annoying nya syaheera ni??????</div>
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Ok after reading this post; aisyah at this point i demand for a 3 days return upah drive, fulfill my 3 wishes like aladin, and carikan zauj utk aku ok mungkin kalau kisas carikan dia mujarab sikit hahahaha (i always mess around with her kisas status jk guys memain je!!!)</div>
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I went to Imperial MNight before, wowerz jugak since that was my first MNight show. So, being a backstage crew for the first time ni mcm bukak mata aku to the other side point of view, the hard work and efforts behind of everything. Bak kata omputih behind every successful man, there is a woman gitu so I consider the other teams oso veghy veghy important. Bersempitan di sebalik tabir with phone's flashlight, even nak minum air pun had to be careful kang berbunyi pulak botol kembung kempis lels</div>
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Hati aku yang sebatu sebatu perempuan ni (i didnt cry watching any hindustan movie bhaijan bijan diwale whatever, syurga yang ditinggalkan or dirindukan) but this 13minutes ted talk video make me wailing under my duvet mcm putus cinta or somebody died lels 😭😭😭. Thankgod my flatmate all went back home for weekend </div>
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I just feel grateful for what I have right now. Growing up in Malaysia is a nikmat but then somebody just don't realize it, they say they want sameness but can they afford the sameness 😷? Sameness here might be in different context but still can you deal with it? zz #bebelsyadindipagihari</div>
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<i>goodluck syadin!!!!!!!!!!!</i></div>
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So before this we had dinner when I first came, but last weekend we had breakfast to wish goodluck for Abigail's last year final exam. She already fifth year and almost graduate and theres me...... 1st year *sigh* I love how they always pass down all the files such as revisions or question papers to the lower year it looks like a legacy thingy that revolve only within us lels. </div>
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I remembered our last dinner, they sound sooo dentist using all these complex abbreviations and I, who just arrived for few weeks, didn't understand at all :)) But now I could somehow understand most of what were they talking and laughing as well, it kinds of fun gila to hear their clinical story and I can see myself doing more embarrassing syadin-dumb-and-dumber part 2387956 in clinics. </div>
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We supposed to come in earlier than abigail since we need to write something on her goodluck card but then abigail came earlier than most of us. And the card lol 😆😆 so when she came I was like hahahahah mission fail and hanya mampu berhuhuhu. So we end up quietly write on the card below the table, in front of abigail (probabyly) without her noticing hahah i crey so cute</div>
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I can't imagine myself doing my first extraction 😱😱. I can't imagine myself on the 5th year lol. I cant imagine myself graduate with wrinkles on my face and gray hair *cry inside* So the thought of abigail almost completing her course already make me feel happy and proud for her. All the best and congrats for getting job placement in uk! wuuuuuu 💞</div>
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I still respect and salute those ppl who release their stress by cooking. Baking tu mcm boleh go lagi ah tapi memasak tu mcm lagi memberi stress kepada aku hahahah. And i used to dream to be a hsewife, nasib baik aku masih boleh ukur baju di badan sendiri gitu. Most of my classmates from lower form high school already knew my hopeless skills in cooking/ whatever-about-kitchen and they still make fun of it (sampai sekarang duk ungkit insiden air gula aku tak sudah). </div>
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Tapi syaheera yang dulu bukanlah yang sekarang. Aku akan bangun pagi awal especially on weekend to cook and have a decent meal. But then one of my flatmate's friend came into the kitchen and then she asked me</div>
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"Aw do you enjoy cooking?"</div>
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"Er lol no, i cook just to survive"</div>
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Maka berdekah lah this girl dengar jawapan aku yang paksa rela ni apa yg lawak pun aku wonder gak</div>
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But then, now aku try utk meminatkan diri and masak dgn rela anytime aku ada masa, kalau class habis awal ke. Aku still amaze mcm mana kita campak campak bahan dia boleh jadi sejenis lauk mcm magic pulak. Now boleh lah masak untuk diri sendiri, itu pun lepas google resipi mcm "resepi ______ paling mudah" HAHAHAH paling mudah tu kena ada sebab syaheera is being syaheera. takda masa aku nak buat grand grand padahal utk diri sendiri je, masa pun takda, malas satu hal</div>
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But then ibu mesti akan supervise masakan aku, walaupun dari jauh. Letak gula lah garam lah air lah, buat aku wonder mcm mana ibu tahu masakan aku tawar ke kita record video keluar bau ke sense of taste ke? Tak mustahil 2020 whatsapp update ada send bau wakaka</div>
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And today aku masak salmon asam pedas (lol) and sup ayam, then ibu comment pasal rempah but i can't relate #ibuperluredha</div>
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masalah "rempah empat beradik" 🙈</div>
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tu takda hal lah, ni aku panggil bunga lawang jadi bunga kelawang hahahaha ko kenapa din</div>
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😅😅😅</div>
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<i>let's hope this gal will get the hang of it</i></div>
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