If you can transfer pain in the form of a book, it would become as this one. Now only 5 blank pages left, not sure if it is good thing it ended when the fact is I hve to buy another one book of pain. Funny how it started as a pure bright future and now it becomes clueless and dark luls. I hve to save this book so that later when things get rough, I read again and realize things were rough too back then so whats the big deal about going through another one (acah) When I talked about regret, I still hope that this would not be one of them. Kot.