Settling down

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo if you wonder if I am alive or typing in lake of tears, I am okay just fine :) Now dah 2 weeks in London, feel soo unreal like bangun subuh alarm kejut takda roommate takda housemate takda ibu takda ayah. The moment I hate the most is when I'm alone so start rasa homesick lah pebenda lah so cepat cepat bukak korea to feel like chill bro you are at home!!! 

Tapi paling takleh brain bila the local cakap they felt homesick, rumah 3 jam naik train daripada uni and I was like har har har then what im supposed to feel to be 13 hours away from home........... naik kapal terbang........ 

But to be veghy veghy honest, if you ask me what is the best point to be here is; the people. Kalau rasa macam diri kita ni friendly, datang sini muhasabah diri sikit pandang cermin tube yeke aku ni friendly. Dalam interview potpet potpet im very friendly, 100% chatterbox, I love to work with people I dont want to work with the machines in the lab or the computer in the office yada yada sampai sini aku terdiam jap hahaha

But then the ppl here will approach you everyyyyday all day tanya kau ok ke, hows london, do you need any help, sampai weekend nak balik rumah masing masing pun siap ketuk bilik aku just to say bye and take care lels. Aku terdiam kejap like yes take care as well dont worry I wont make this flat become 100% horror during the weekend, peace. Yeah maybe 90% muehehe jk

Sampai aku dah mcm ada scripted answer untuk jawab semua soalan. 

And the seniors care about me more than I care about myself.

And, locals punya jaga hati sweet talk tu mmg terbaik dari ladang. Nampak selipar jepun aku pun dia cakap "omg your slippers are sooo cool" maka aku pun tgk selipar aku, aku terpakai selipar org lain ke....... it was a selipar jepun for real. Lepastu aku gelak je cakap ni selipar toilet kot, apa yang cool nya hipster jauh sekali ah hahah so kalau kena puji dgn org local jangan syok sendiri pls it is just manner or point to start a conversation

So yes. throwback kejap the day before iolls fly; it was horrible. Aku tahu dia mmg nature untuk dapat ticket a day before fly tapi dah tengah hari still tak dapat ticket. So mcm pergh gelabah ah dah mcm spam call. Sekali pukul 12 lebih tengah hari baru dapat ticket flight, and ended up our flight was the day after and eaaaarly in the morning. So we got less than 24hrs short notice about our flight, and aku tak packing barang lagi so mcm WEHHHH TAK SEMPAT, So I packed everything sumbat and just hope tak exceed bag limit. 

the youngest ady off to live her dream, i love love love you guys like very true kind of love 

aku taktahu you guys mandi ke tak tapi serious thank you my dear

And if you guys tgk dalam drama bila si perempuan nak off to oversea lepastu pakwe dia sempat pulak datang last minute pergi airport walaupun jalan jammed teruk ke kereta rosak ke babak babak suspense gitu......... know that it's all just drama. In real life, jasmine syaz farisha marina and everyone (who else ah sorry hehe) datang airport tapi nampak aku dari belakang je like jerit ke apa mmg tak guna dah, aku tak dengar lol sorry, all dramas semua tu tipuuu so if your gf merajuk nak pergi lombok larikan diri datang 5 jam sebelum har har kbai

But I reaaaaally appreciate you guys, sorry you guys end up sarapan in klia instead you ze best

 

one of the goodbye advice that I still remember is from along 

"solat jangan tinggal" yes insyaAllah

And Aisyah datang bawak kek hahahaha kau tgk smpai kat aku je hancur. It was well written "Goodluck Syadin" and it was veghy veghy nice cake dalam flight terus makan lepastu tgk dalam bag ada quran colourful, aku mcm hahahahahahha wow from Aisyah okay that's rare!!! Hahahah thanks babe you are the bomb 

Stuck with these ppl for yeaaars but yeah it's ok as long as im not literally alone

Lepastu transit Singapore kejap pastu straight pergi London so rasa dia mcm direct flight tapi "eh nk singgah rumah jiran lah" so mmg the 13 hrs straight tu hidup aku takda makna dah nak tidur takleh nak tgk movie tak comfortable. 

cheers to my mp3 since freaking 2008 like you are my lifesaver bro

 

Sampai London these senior picked us up, thank yooooou dah lah luggage gedabak gila mcm bawak satu rumah 

Esoknya settle down check in halls semua lepastu senior bawak tour london. Lepasssstu guess whaaaat out of nowhere aku tgk muka mamat ni macam kenal je, kalau org lain mcm mustahil sbb muka sebijik sangat tapi biar betul. It turned out btho's classmate zahin also there at that moment in the middle of London lels. He is still the same zahin guys, nothing change hahaha

The last day we met would be my last day in btho which was yeaaars ago

So this is Malaysian dentistry students, mcm comel gila kan kumpul semua sebab tak ramai pun so mcm nak say hye dekat aku yang baru sampai ni lels. They talk like a real dentist yang idk what language they used. so wow

Tak ramai international students dia amik, so sad ;/ so here i am the only Malaysian with Lim Li. the only singaporean. 

 

You can do this!

First proper eat out meal plus

First proper cooked meal (walaupun tin sardin) (syadin was eating sardine)

here is the london eye but why my eyes are still on you 

my room!!! Say it is nice even though it is (maybe) not!!!

Pastu last weekend ada malaysian festival dekat trafalgar square. Kita yang baru seminggu kat situ pun pergi lah ramai ramai datang support and makan msian food sekali lol mahal nya masyaAllah guys sampai pakcik cina tu stop kan aku masa terserempak and said "Adik dont eat here lah you balik kampung nanti you makan" aku pandang pakcik ni mcm datang travel je balik kampung minggu depan, saya balik tahun depan pakcik......... 

Duduk sini memang seronok lah ada je orang call ajak makan dinner sbb dah masakkan. So aku macam yaaaaaaaay food! Doakan lah guwe yang tercmpak 5 tahun ni balik balik pandai masak level ibu yang masuk dapur kelentang kelentung bunyi kuali, no more microwave microwave super instant whateverrrr

Dah lambat now :( Duduk sini tidur awal weh hamagaaad all my super power stay up sampai subuh nowhere to be found. Hopefully ada new blog updates regularly in the future and harapnya I have "my life" here

And if you happen to see those students updates who live abroad on social medias and terfikir "untungnya", there is another side of story yang "tak untung" which that person choose not to keep that being updated. Life is fair because it is unfair to everybody. Just saying lels,

All the best syadin!